I have cried so much lately.  I cry because I am happy, I cry because I am sad, I cry because I am touched, I cry because I am anxious, I cry because I am tired, I cry because I am embarrassed, I cry because I am excited.  Etc. I cry far more than the normal person, so for me to notice excessive tears is a big deal.  I hope this bawling is temporary.

Perhaps I have been crying because of my stomach.  It has been mostly bearable for the past two months, but, within the last week, returned to feeling just as bad as or worse than it felt in California.  Why?  I hope this, too, is temporary, and I really hope it clears up by tomorrow morning.

I return to California on Wednesday, and I would like to return a happy, healthy self.

Other than physical and emotional outbursts, I am very happy.  Now let’s get my tear ducts/GI tract to match my mood!

posted : Monday, November 29th, 2010